All That Is Gold…

For All Those Who Wander – this blog is officially dedicated to you.

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And of course, to the original wanderer.

To explain this dedication and new blog title, here is a story:

A few weeks ago, I came home in a funk. As a writer, an occasional hermit, and a self proclaimed grandma (coincidentally I think my own grandmother is more in this century), I get into all sort of funks. But this funk was particular. I knew where it came from – I’ve had it many times before. In fact, it’s less of a funk and more of a yearning.

See, as far as cities go, I love Chicago. It’s a beautiful blend of cultures and distinct neighborhoods, and yet you always seem to have room to breath. I know so many people in this city, many of whom I love dearly. And yet… I am so not a city girl.

My heart is not buried between skyscrapers. It’s in the middle of mountains.

“…and then find somewhere quiet where I can finish my book!” Sound familiar? 😉

So when my family asked me how my time in the city was, I answered, “A lot of fun, but… I’m also more sure than ever that this – Chicago – isn’t where I want to end up full-time. Because ultimately, I am so much happier when surrounded by nature, space, and mountains. So I think someday, a move may be in my future.”

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FYI that’s my future house, on the top of the far right peak. Even though my writing/mountain buddy Amanda may fight me for it.

My mom was sad then. She was quiet for a time, and finally she remarked, “Well, we all have to find our paths, honey.”

I thought about it for a minute. Finally I answered, “No, that’s not quite it. I know my path right now – it’s writing. I know what I want to be doing for the foreseeable future, and I’m doing it. I’m already on that path. It’s just… finding the best routes along the way.”

And I would choose the scenic route, no matter how long it takes me to find it.

In the meantime, I will enjoy borrowing this scenic route :-)
In the meantime, I will enjoy borrowing this scenic route!

And mom – once I’m there (with my own cabin the wood, wherever that is)…. which will probably take a while… you are SO welcome to come visit me in those mountains, and bring alllllll of your many books with you!

“…the road goes ever on and on…”

So to all my wanderers, I leave you with the brilliant words of J.R.R. Tolkien – and a blog that I will aim to take in the direction of this poem. Let me know what you think.

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
Which is all to say that I will be king of the world!!!! Muhhahaha!
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Okay, maybe not that last part. But you get the picture. ❤

12 thoughts on “All That Is Gold…

  1. Oh my god this is so you, I LOVE IT!! 😀 And that poem is absolutely gorgeous, I think this may be a sign that I have to re-enter the world of Tolkien and not give up this time . . .

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  2. Hahah, so clearly I’m just leaving a trail of comments behind me as I read through your posts, but anyways…. AAH!!! COME LIVE WITH ME IN UTAH MADDY!!!! I’m no city girl myself (seriously went CRAZY living in LA during school)! But yay!! So glad you’re having an awesome time in your incredibly cool cabin in the woods (by the way, isn’t there like a scary movie by that name??). Aaaaaand, woah, totally did not know that poem was by Tolkien! Okay, that’s enough, bye!!!!!

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